Tuesday, July 28, 2009

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My recovery post-op

My recovery is going better and worse than I anticipated. It is much better in the sense that I'm really happy with the results of surgery and breast augmentation is much less painful than I had imagined. However, vaginoplasty it is much more painful than I thought. I knew the first week would be very difficult and it was. But I imagined that the following weeks would be much easier. Not pain throw you off, but it is pain that wakes you up at night saying. I can hardly be sitting more than 2 hours and I can not wait that sores that still fall forever. When I'm naked, it's going very well. But as soon as I have any pressure on my vulva (with many sanitary napkins that I wear every day), it quickly becomes IN-SU-POR-TA-BLE. I can not wait to be free to do what I want as before, to taking long walks, talking endlessly with friends and just walk without any discomfort, you may not know. But I am really, really happy to finally be a woman and I support those with some pain still present the biggest smiles. Still, I wonder how can the trans did not support a close or difficult to get through these weeks? When Dr. Pierre Brassard told me it was a convalescence of 4 to 6 weeks, I imagined that exaggerated. It's really not the case. Next week I return to work and this is my 6th week of convalescence. Let's say I'm going to keep a few hours a day of relaxation ...

Thursday, July 16, 2009

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Persona non grata

In August, it will make two years since started my gender identity dysphoria. Since then I've won a lot of friends. I am a transsexual really lucky. I kept most of my clients and myself have made many other so much that my condition has resulted in grow my business. I have many friends who supported me throughout this journey. I mostly very fortunate to be even with my wife. There is a downside. It is the shadow of my family who I am "persona non grata." It is indeed ironic that I'm Patron of Pride Celebrations Montréal and I am against discrimination based on sexual orientation or gender identity in our society and I live it in my own family. But that's life. What hurts me most about this story is to be isolated from my nephews and nieces and not being able to see them and spoil them as I loved it. I never had children and they were my children by proxy.

We are 6 children and 3 other additional step-one in my family and my father is still alive. Since my operation, only one of my brothers and his wife came to see me in the hospital or heard from me and I contacted my father to give him my news. For others, I am dead. My wife, son and I no longer exist for them. All family events are now without us. However, my wife was their sister for 13 years and said they love very much. But since they know about me, it no longer exists either. During the last conversation with one of my sisters, she said she needed time. I replied, but what will you do then? Will you see, will you read literature, what will you do this time? Do you think that by some miracle you'll wake up one morning and everything is in order and come as you are finally ready to see me? Our conversation ended there and no news since. My concern is that as time goes by, it will pass. The guilt of their bullshit will grow and time will only increase the distance they created between them and me. My misunderstanding is growing

with the fact that we had never been a heavy blow in our relationship before. They are also open minded, educated and with a university education. These are people who would probably accept this condition outside their family. Racism is like finally. Ha I have nothing against blacks, Hispanics, Asians or others, but should not that one of them, my husband's child. So there, it does not really work. It is a sad ...

Besides, I was sure my family would understand and I lose all my clients. It was just the opposite end. It Perhaps more so because at least I can support myself and if the scenario I had done was correct, it would certainly not my family I would live today.

If my mother was still alive, things would certainly have turned out differently. She was the glue of the family and she had long known the identity discomfort I was experiencing. But she's gone ...

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Peel And Stick Floor With Or Without Grout

Exces de vitesse sur internet

In cinema we do as a result that when a film was a hit. Hadopi was indeed quite a hit in the direction of a handsome pile legis, and that may be why qu'Hadopi2 made the concession to justice in the loop, but at a procedure prescribed kind speeding notes = presumed guilty.

Rather than follow connement omnispresident our procrastination, the monomaniacal repression deep unknown to the citizen and the Legion of Honour for his courtiers, put a little perspective.
death Saturday was announced (in the general indifference of the French press) Allen Klein. This was a ruthless manager both for its customers as the Stones, the Beatles, for its own account. His approach to seduce its customers? Accountant New York, he has been the first to see how record companies exploited their artists , has the exhibit and thus to obtain more lucrative contracts for his clients, even has some use in passing too. These contracts are so juicy now the norm as it was, even before the financial negotiation, well assign their rights to artists. Before Allen Klein, royalties were only a penny conditional accorded to authors ... Edition of the Raptors took advantage of a fact: if there is a category that does business not think his retirement is the artist.

So today we just defend the record companies, those great patrons of the cultural field? We should put things in perspective once and for all, and consider the evolution of the industry over the longer term. Yes, it is certainly exceeds the majority of politicians who live in the short-scale-a warrant, any elections. Unfortunately most ambitious live concretemenet their posterity without exceeding the stage of the poster.

Monday, July 6, 2009

Can I Book A Flight Without Paying

The Fog of War

Strangely last night I wanted to revisit the powerful documentary by Errol Morris. The beginning at least with a short scene of McNamara in his element at the heart of the 60s, which links with a generic installation can not be the subject better, and emotions through the beautiful composition by Philip Glass.
The next day I hear the death of McNamara. The question everyone was asking me, after I offered moultes once the film on DVD (so that initially I had downloaded ... f * ck Hadopi) took the decision to be on this man who tries to make amends by exposing all his mistakes that caused so many civilian deaths and military.
Strangely I've never raised the issue of judging the character, perhaps too captivated by the power of the documentary in its entirety, not just as a documentary on McNamara. It was perhaps his goal was to generalize from its experience to remove the pressure from his mistakes.

If there must be response to McNamara, it seems to me the simplest
It's true, He Was Much More Than a Number Cruncher. He Was a sentimental, emotional man, Tortured In Some Ways. Goal More Than Anything, He Was a Man Who wanted to, needed to, Be in control. And he Could not Be That Man No-one can.
from Newsweek